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Nov. 17th, 2006 | 07:12 pm

I can't do my job anymore.

I feel like a complete and total criminal every time I check my bank statement and withdraw money. It's blood money. I didn't earn it and I just damn myself the more I take it. Sometimes I think I just can't go on period but, I want to. Sometimes I'm tempted to pick up and abandon everything. I don't though. Ashley may or msy not be the love I'm destined to have but it'll be a cold day in hell before I give up on her and leave her out in the cold. The job is ridiculous now. I use to want to stay but I know better now. I'm going to get out and then I'm going to focus on what's important. I want Ashley to play a closer role and I want to start working on making it possible for her to live with me so I can take care of her. I got another offer to publish my manuscript. I've been thinking of rewriting the final copy of my work. I'm so dedicated, I heard Hemmingway almost got fired because he rewrote a book so many times his publisher couldn't wait anymore. It'll be interesting to see what happens when the final copy is released. I'll update everyone later.

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from: sarynkitamo
date: Dec. 20th, 2006 07:19 am (UTC)



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